Love Yourself

Anonymous asked: What were your measurements before the weight loss and after?

January 2013 I measured myself at 40-34-40 and last measurement I was 37-27-37 :)

Progress:
Top - February 2012, 182lb
Bottom - September 2013, 140lbs, waist 29 inches

Progress:
Top - February 2012, 182lb
Bottom - September 2013, 140lbs, waist 29 inches

Top is February 2013.
Bottom is today, June 4th 2013.
I have lost 40lbs. And I’m pretty damn proud of this!

Top is February 2013.
Bottom is today, June 4th 2013.
I have lost 40lbs. And I’m pretty damn proud of this!

40lbs GONE

I hit the 40lbs lost mark today, making me 142lbs. So very close to my target weight now. Happy girl :) (will do progress pics very soon)

It’s not as easy as it looks.

It was somebody’s birthday in work and she offered everyone some chocolate cake. I told a colleague I had a small piece and asked if she wanted any. She said no, because she was watching her weight and said ‘its alright for you’. She assumed, because I’m fairly slim now, that I can eat what I want and stay thin. Well, I have lost 35lbs since Feb 2012. I have worked my arse off, literally, in the gym. I have watched my diet, sometimes obsessing over calorie intake. I can not just eat what I want. I am slim because I worked damn hard for it. Do not assume that I am naturally built this way. I have to work at it every single day.

I hate myself.

I didn’t smile at him. I chickened out. I am so mad at myself right now. Why didn’t I just smile? It’s not hard!

This was me today. Made more awkward as we were in a jacuzzi half naked.

(via twistinginthewater)