Wow, thanks guys :)
I hit the 40lbs lost mark today, making me 142lbs. So very close to my target weight now. Happy girl :) (will do progress pics very soon)
It was somebody’s birthday in work and she offered everyone some chocolate cake. I told a colleague I had a small piece and asked if she wanted any. She said no, because she was watching her weight and said ‘its alright for you’. She assumed, because I’m fairly slim now, that I can eat what I want and stay thin. Well, I have lost 35lbs since Feb 2012. I have worked my arse off, literally, in the gym. I have watched my diet, sometimes obsessing over calorie intake. I can not just eat what I want. I am slim because I worked damn hard for it. Do not assume that I am naturally built this way. I have to work at it every single day.
I definitely will this year :) I’m so close
I didn’t smile at him. I chickened out. I am so mad at myself right now. Why didn’t I just smile? It’s not hard!
He sat next to me in the jacuzzi today, which was surprising as he usually avoids me at all costs. And, his car registration plate is my name backwards. MY NAME BACKWARDS. That shit is destiny.